轉彎

如果生命能夠常轉彎
或許死去的人不會那麼多

如果生命能夠常轉彎
或許煩惱的人會大大減少

只是人生又有幾何可以讓你轉彎呢?
坎坷的人生如果不充滿障礙
人的成熟度就不會因為世界的發展而提升

可是如果讓我選擇
我寧可選擇不轉彎
因為我堅持自己的一切
只是堅持的當時
也為自己的付出而嘆息
嘆息的不是因為付出太多
嘆息是因為害怕得到的結果不是想像中那樣

就像現在的張力耀
選擇專注在事業上
可是遇到了一段未知數的愛情
也漸漸的慢慢付出所有
以前的堅持好像都不見了
失去重心
找不回自己了

可是一路走來
出現了幾個轉彎點
可是張力耀選擇直直走下去
因為張力耀相信
只要堅持
終點一定有自己要的東西

問題來了
我能走到終點嗎?
馬兒會來陪伴我走過這一段路嗎???

Just read from Lijing's blog
which Lijing copied from Dionn.
It is true..haha

Unexpected my life will be this...

Realized >.<

Name: Jameson
Date: 10/28/2007
Colorgenics Number: 46153027


It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Source from: http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

心情歌詞20071028 : Let Me Love You - Mario

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Let me love you that's all you need baby

now...

Now
28th October 2007
01:22am

NOT IN MOOD
VERY VERY DOWN
WHAT CAN I DO?

haizzz

煩惱

不懂發生甚麼事情的人
或許認為我最近會很不開心
其實我很想知道
不開心和煩惱可以定義在一起嗎?
我又可以如何區分不開心和煩惱呢?

我其實沒有不開心
只是最近比較煩惱
至於甚麼煩惱
不想在這裡講先

就只有煩惱罷了
可是誰能為我打開這個心結呢?
或許只有一匹馬吧
^^

Not really in the mood

Not Really In The Mood

Did I say something wrong?

Or is just i think too much?

for someone else again

just show this from one of my friend's msn personal message.
it is something in my heart too.

"其实很多女孩子都不知道虽然男人嘴上说不在乎你跟别的男人交谈，可每当有陌生男人和你接触时 ，他总会偷偷地将眉毛紧锁，那是因为他在乎你……"

a message to someone

i cant let myself to stuck in this way anymore

i shall concerntrate

i cant let it make me down

i want to find back my way

but i will still continue

i will never give up on

trust me

i am willin to do anything u wan

hope that u don mind i am smaller than you

i just don wanna be a small kid...

trust me,

and give me a chance to prove to you

and show you

心情歌詞20071018 : 普通朋友 - 陶喆

等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

I MISS THAT DAY

i pass by the same place

suddenly

I MISS THAT DAY

VERY VERY MUCH

unforgetable memory

although it might nothing for others

i hope that "someone" understand me.

i donnu what decision i can make
i donnu what result i will get
i donnu whether this will become posible or not
i donnu whether this is the right way or not

i am totally lost in somewhere else
which look familiar to me
but actually i donnu where is it

OMG...
cant scream for SOS,
cant cool down myself,
cant even think how to solve this things.

Never think that i will fall in this situation
Never think that i can be so silly at all
Never think about whether is this a trap or what
Never think about whether is this worth to do or not

again
instinct pointed me to this
is neither a choice nor an option
it sound like compulsory to do

but the main problem is,
i am stucked half way,
influenced by myself
influenced by enviroment

no matter how good am i
no matter how i show out myself
it look like i am going to be a failure again
it sound like i am being a stupid fool again

but just donnu why
i am willing to do
although it might not successful
although the outcome will be zero

the only wish is
i get something back at last
i get what i hope to get
i hope that "someone" understand me.

That's all.

Afraid-ing? Maybe....

i donnu whether there will be a chance or not,
but what i think i should give a try,
although instinct told me that i am a failure this time,
just donnu why i wanna keep a try.
i have a bet,
not only with myself,
with everything i have, and i wish to have
i am SHOWING HAND.
(it sounds like i am playing poker now)

When the time will come?
i don't want to think bout it.
Just know that i am afraid to see what i dont hope to see.

pOST for fun

found in LOST...

but still LOST

lolzz...

what a fun POST..

=P

i hope....

我多么想SEAN讲的那句话是事实
而不是幻想而已

i Hope that what Sean said is a truth in real life.

i am coming towards to thissss.....

I am spending the whole day
doing the things i hope i can do.
There is another target to archieve
towards the target-ING.

miss the time a lot.
Hope timeframe can reverse back,
and freeze.

My dream and my goal,
I AM COMING...
please wait me..
i will show you everything.

Is there a chance for me??

hmmm.....

moVeD!

hoho

I AM MOVED..
Moved to a new house...

hahaha...

I am happy to move..


YYEAHHHHH~~~!!!

is HARI RAYA time..~!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PUASA kepada suma Malaysian yang menyambut.

Happy Hari Raya to all the Malaysian who celebrate it.

恭賀馬來西亞同胞開齊節快樂~!!!

Connection

不同世界 ---> 路人甲 ---> 相遇 ---> 朋友 ---> 好朋友? ---> 知己? ---> 情侶??

Different World ---> Pass-by ---> Meet up ---> Friend ---> Best Friend? ---> Buddy? ---> Couple??

左右為難

我害怕
太過緊張會讓我失去一切
可是我又怕
如果我不這樣
內心會一直不安

怎麼辦
左右為難
唉...

我希望 - I Hope

我希望年齡不是咱們的絆腳石
我希望距離將把我們拉近
我希望現在每時每刻我可以擁護你
我希望你看得到我的誠意
我希望你可以接受我可以克服的難關

你呢?

I hope that age is not a problem for us.
I hope that distance will pull us nearer.
I hope that I can be with you all the time.
I hope that you can feel my sincere.
I hope that you can accept the problem which I can handle it.

How about you?

Plain White T - Hey There Delilah

Lyrics

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh its what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

Oh oh
OOOoohhhh
Oh oh
Ooooooohhhhh
Oh Oh
OOOoohhhh
OOOOooohhhhh
Oh Oh

小叮噹的左右

小叮噹的口袋
到底裝著歡喜,
還是悲傷呢???

我很想成為歡喜的小叮噹..
可是猶豫的當兒,
我卻是充滿憂鬱的小叮噹...

怎麼那樣呢???

一點難過
一點傷心
一點失望
一點悲哀

怎麼辦?
怎麼如意算盤打不響?
怎麼那樣呢???

Official Thank You Speech

Ladies and Gentleman, Tuan-tuan dan puan puan sekaian,

First of all, i would like to thanks to all the people who send their greetings to me, no matter through SMS, Friendster, MSN, Phone Call. Thanks a million because of still remember my birthday. Haha, finally my turn to say goodbye to the "1" world, and say hi to the "2" generation. Does it sound older?? Erm...let me think about it.

By the way, list down some of the people i want to thanks..

- Ping Ping Auntie
- Daddy and Mummy
- Brother
- Justin and wife XD
- Meifen and husband XD
- Seok Yong
- Thomas
- Mann Mann
- Likeat
- Tracy
- Zoe Lim Ai Hooi
- Phoebe
- Wei Yung
- Clarance
- Ed @ Manyin (i donnu when these two fellow was combined)
- QQBelut Manyin
- LiJing
- Zoe Beh a.k.a Doraemon =P

This year was quite a special birthday for me. Guess wat, my mum call me at that nite, and i think she purposely pass the phone to my dad. And is the first time i heard my dad greet me Happy Birthday. Oh my god...the feel was....undescribable...lolz..abit GELi...hahaha

Ok...i need to have a good rest..so again, Thanks for those who greeting me on my birthday. Love you guys a lotz...


Thanks.


Regards,
Jameson Chong

Thx..session 1

Just a short and fast post..
thx to those to greet me for birthday
thx for still rmb me..
love u guys

(will list out who are they when i back to kl)

now i am having a trip in kuantan,
a working trip..
will back on monday morning..
hehhe...

^_^