sudden thinking....

i just suddenly think about this when the time i was taking shower just now

Why don't a person who know he/she is going to die commit in suicide? Since he or she know that Azrael is coming to take him/her away. Why don't just die earlier to avoid himself/herself thinking too much of things?

Then i came out with an answer myself : Because he/she might waiting for miracle coming, or he/she just not willing to accept his/her life is going to end soon.

Back to my personal life, i know myself is going to end. But i still continue with it, because is just i not willing to accept it as an ending like that. I am waiting for miracle as well.

But the point is, WHEN??? and will miracle appear???